I was getting married and at first it was fine but the my family was not ready and then it was time to go down the isle and my parents weren’t ready at all because there was no cake. Then it was my turn and everything was going wrong, I had a shower cap on behind the alter, I stepped in front of the narthex and everyone saw, then I ran away and was getting ready in a car and my socks and shoes were black with my white dress and Vail, and everything was starting to go poorly,I had a full blown melt down in the front of my childhood home and the person I was marrying kept changing to people I really didn’t want to marry. I didn’t want to go and everyone was waiting and I was melting down in front of my old family house. My sisters came out to check on me but weren’t listening and then my mom came and she told me I had to go but to not swallow the communion. A work colleague walked out of the wedding and saw me melting down and was embarrassed for seeing me but also embarrassed I saw her walking out. My sister in law came out and I did not want her there
Dreams about weddings often symbolize major life changes, commitments, or transitions. They can also reflect your feelings and anxieties regarding relationships, intimacy, and expectations from family and society. Here are some interpretations of the key elements of your dream:
Wedding Context: The wedding represents a significant life event or commitment, not necessarily about marriage but rather a metaphor for transitions, goals, or choices.
Family Readiness: Your family's lack of readiness and the absence of a cake may indicate feelings of insecurity or concern about family support and expectations. It could suggest that you are feeling pressured by others' expectations or that you are uncertain about moving forward with your own plans.
Discomfort with Appearance: Wearing a shower cap and mismatched socks and shoes underlines feelings of vulnerability or inadequacy. It might suggest that you feel unprepared or not in control of your situation.
Meltdown: The emotional breakdown in front of your childhood home symbolizes a regression or confrontation with past experiences and feelings, particularly those tied to your family dynamics. It may reflect a sense of being overwhelmed by emotions or situations in your current life.
Changing Partners: The shift of partners during the wedding signifies doubt or confusion in your current relationships or life paths. It may reveal fears of choosing the wrong path or anxieties about commitment.
Family Support Dynamics: Your sisters and mother not fully understanding your distress suggests a feeling of being unsupported or unheard by those close to you. The mention of your sister-in-law, whom you didn’t want there, indicates feelings of discomfort or tension in family relationships.
Communion Reference: The advice to not swallow the communion suggests advice or a caution against taking on too much responsibility or making unwise choices. It may reflect your subconscious urging you to reflect on what is truly meaningful to you in a time of emotional turmoil.
Witnessing Colleague: The presence of your work colleague witnessing this meltdown symbolizes feelings of vulnerability and the fear of judgment from others. It indicates that you might be concerned about how you are perceived in both personal and professional spheres.
In summary, this dream may reflect your anxieties surrounding personal commitments, family pressures, and feeling unprepared for the future. It suggests a need to confront and process these feelings, seek support, and clarify your own desires and instincts about moving forward in life.